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  • Deviant since Mar 16, 2006, 6:41 PM
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The Wardrobe

I step up and stare,  
run my hands over the door  
and pull, slowly it opens  
inch by inch  Until the light spills in.  witness to nothing but  a few shelves of fine crafted  
wood.   
To hid from the one I wish not to know  I climb on up and plop myself down.  Swing, Slam I am locked in.  Help me!  
It is so dark and I can feel his breath.   
The giggling has started  am I going mad?  Pound, pound  let me out.   
They are reaching, clawing  grabbing my jeans.  I don't know what to do  the walls all look the same  then I f

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Numb to PainIf one goes numb one cannot feel the pain spewing from the last whole piece of her shattered heart or the blood leaking through the rest of the cracks  
as the tears, a fresh pool comes spewing down her face  
smearing her make up in dark smudges  
making her lips shake.  Taking one step at a time she stumbles and falls  arms waving high she hits the pavement with a thud  dirt mixes with her tears and cuts causing real pain  instead of emotional pain.  Laying there, she weeps even more waiting for the end  hoping for the best  nothing comes.  Always cold and alone  what is one to do Numb to Pain
in Open 5d 16h ago
ScrewedI wake up scream into the vast dark  whimpering for a miracle.  Curl into a ball and pray for the nightmare to end  two  three  four times this happens.  
Finally, I let the whimpering stop  start to cry.  Four thirty in the morning  big tears forum on my lids  splashing on my pillow creating a river of salty wetness  trying to breath, I refuse to uncurl from the position  that I have locked my body tight in.  Thinking about all that happen  I let my hair cover my face  
my tears slow down  I fall into a light sleep  around five.  Get up at six and start Screwed
in Open 6d 17h ago
GoneSad and alone the girl sits alone  praying for her bad boy to come back.  Sweep her up into his strong arms  
smile and say delightful  
nip at her hand and pray that it never ends.   
She shakes her head and wishes she never found out the truth  for it just makes her want him more.  If he only can see how much  
she cares and all the tears she is holding back  is for him and him alone.   
She is reaching and spinning out of control  knowing the only way she wants to stop is to fall into  
the bad boy who stole her heart and never gave it back.   
The feelings wil Gone
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in Open on 4/28/08
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"Bond Unbroken"You are the light that points my way through darkness  You are the fire that pushes me through each day  With every moment that passes my love grows  Every step of the way, your trust guides me on   
God set me an angel, I mustn’t clip his wings  Your beauty is your love for life and love you give me  Passion unlike any other, yet simple as the breeze  Like that you rejuvenate me, each day is brighter   
I want to be your love for life  Always by your side  I want to take the walk of walks  Proving one plus one is one  A beautiful thing for others to envy  A ring "Bond Unbroken"
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One of those days

Journal Entry: Mon Apr 28, 2008, 5:46 PM
You know that feeling when you get your heart ripped open again and it feels like crap cuz you just learned the truth about why it ended and your numb to the pain and wish it would go away. You ever have that feeling and your poems, your drawings all look like emo crap, and you wish you could get out of the slunk but you are forced day after day to see this person and try not to cry aloud cuz you still want them so bad. Ever had one of those kinds of days. Cuz I sure just did looking over my latest poems I do not wish to upload them cuz it is just wasted anger/ sadness and really who wants that so I will be on and off trying this and that for awhile. Until I can get myself somewhat in the position that I was in before I had this rotten day. Letting everybody know just adding to the many stress filled moments. Go me and waitng for summer sooo much

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  • Mood: Hurt
  • Listening to: Busted and random on youtube
  • Reading: New Moon
  • Eating: Ice Cream

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  • Current Age: If I Told You I Would Have To Kill You
  • Current Residence: Canada
  • Interests: Depends On What Day
  • Favourite movie: I am a movie junkie so I like a ton
  • Favourite band or musician: THE RASMUSTHE BEST BAND EVER!I have some others but I love them the most
  • Favourite genre of music: Right now metal and rock
  • Favourite artist: O Well Theres A Couple
  • Favourite poet or writer: Again To Many To Name
  • Favourite photographer: To Many To Name
  • MP3 player of choice: Depends
  • Favourite game: Theres A Couple
  • Favourite cartoon character: Grins theres a few I love cartoons
  • Personal Quote: Men created the wrold, women just have to live in it
  • Tools of the Trade: Anything And Everything I Can Get My Hands On

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~WannabeDeep:iconWannabeDeep: 4 days 23 hours ago
Thank you again, lol!

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I don't know what to put here. . .Yay, Poland!
~mordoc7:iconmordoc7: 5 days 14 hours ago
Yup good stuff you got.

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~WannabeDeep:iconWannabeDeep: 5 days 14 hours ago
Thanks for the fave!

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I don't know what to put here. . .Yay, Poland!
~mordoc7:iconmordoc7: 5 days 21 hours ago
Alright then

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=DreamingWithin:iconDreamingWithin: 6 days 13 hours ago
the rain in Spain falls mainly on the ITS A TRAP RUN AMAGWAD ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *gunfire*
~MusicLevitation:iconMusicLevitation: 6 days 19 hours ago
lol :)

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~mordoc7:iconmordoc7: May 4, 2008, 6:47:38 PM
Nice to meet you too.

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I am the word weaver. I weave a web of words around you so tightly that you’re trapped in my world never to escape again stuck on the strings of my delight.
~echopetal:iconechopetal: May 4, 2008, 3:56:47 PM
Thanks for the :+fav:!

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*DarkDeviousQueen:iconDarkDeviousQueen: May 3, 2008, 10:40:13 AM
Thank you so much for the fave, Dear. :hug:

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~student-4-ever:iconstudent-4-ever: May 2, 2008, 9:40:46 PM
Thank you! :hug: I appreciate it!

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~mordoc7:iconmordoc7: May 2, 2008, 8:19:51 PM
Time is the key and anytime good work you have.

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I am the word weaver. I weave a web of words around you so tightly that you’re trapped in my world never to escape again stuck on the strings of my delight.
~mordoc7:iconmordoc7: May 2, 2008, 8:19:31 PM
It was really good I like your work.

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I am the word weaver. I weave a web of words around you so tightly that you’re trapped in my world never to escape again stuck on the strings of my delight.
~echopetal:iconechopetal: May 1, 2008, 8:31:16 PM
Thanks for the :+fav:!

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Come on let's touch in that kind of I'm Christ and you're a leper kind of way. ~Noel Fielding

I find your beautiful eyes see right through me, so show me what you want me to be. ~Kevin Max
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